This week is the week where I was not excited. don’t know why this week is very hard, but no one cares.I’m bored with everythings and with my friends. they are very annoying.I’m tired of people who judge me even though they do not know what the reason.do I was sinful until no one defend me?I’m tired of always blamed, I’m tired of being forced to be perfect.why do they have to judge me?don’t i it worth to be defended?I just want the meaning of my real friends, which is always cheer and makes me smile every day.why they could not accept me as I am? I’m not perfect and I do not want to be because only God’s perfect.
but I’m still grateful that I still have a friend who always there for me. but I still need my other friends who also could lighten up my day.I just wanted to have friends who can cheer me up, hear all of my story and hug me when I’m sad. is it wrong if I want it all?
Don’t know why it is difficult to smile. I was not myself who normally. I feel lonely and no one cares. I want to shout it out loud no matter what anyone says. I’m tired
Sometimes i just feel lost,lonely,hurt but my bestfriends always tell me i’m never alone.they will be there for me.they wanna be my shoulder when i was crying,they loved me so much and i love the too.Thanks God for the best friends the best family.I love them so much